GAP

(from the albums VACUUM MY INSIDE 2004 & TEN 2010)

I’ve been wanting to tell you about this gap between us
It started when I expressed my sentiments
I just think you deserve better than whoever
I really do look up to you and I want you to be happy

So I guess I’ll say my sorry before I really walk away
But I’ll always remember how this didn’t feel as right
I don’t know what you’re looking for
I just hope that indeed it’s him

And there’s you, little big boy you…
Well you’re the promise we’ve all been waiting for
I can’t believe I’d be missing the day of your first broken heart
And I want to do my part

You know that most of all, I’ll miss you
And if you cry for me, I’ll believe you
But for now I guess you’ll have to let me go

Though, I don’t know what I’m looking for
I just know that it’s not in here
I don’t know that it’s not in here anymore

Make sure you listen to mom and dad
Cause they’ll teach you everything
Like how they taught me everything
And I’ll always be grateful and faithful
But I can’t forever move under their wings

And, well there’s the two of you
Getting old and happy
And I can’t be any happier for you
I’m just your middle child
And I’ve been screaming inside
In asking you to just let me be

So I guess I’ll say my sorry
Before I really walk away
And I’ll carry no burden should you understand me

But I know what I’m looking for
I just know that it’s not in here
I don’t know what I’m looking for
I just know that it’s not in here anymore…